the colours of my life

those 2 stories are damn powerful love stories and awesome..they teach me the real meaning of true love...and they remind me of my first love...naaah..let put him aside..haha!! 'Nur Kasih', the hero is gorgeous and nur is full courteous and a lovely lady, i would not have the strength if i were her..so strong you know, how could she stand with those obstacles?...and the key is she still holding her belief in Allah.. while 'Syuga Cinta', man i can't retain myself from bursting into big laughing..the little kid is so cute and notorious! he is just like my lil bro..though sometime i deadly want to kill him.. would everyone get the chance to get the 'true love'? i mean, the love that based on the right way, that has stated by Allah and Rasulullah s.a.w? to be frank i want to feel it..well, of course, every lady wants it too..but it depends on us right? Allah has stated, 'the good lady is only for a good guy? am i a good lady? could i be as strong as Siti Kha...

should i say this 'spm u dreaded little bastard.'? of course not, it is the platform where you can achieve your dream, what you really want to be in your life.. its like a stepping stone to you destiny, to make your dream comes true.. what if i say, i am not confident enough to sit for examination, i only get 6 As in examination trial, and i have C and damn! Biology is ruining my life. last few days one of my senior sent me message promoting to go to Japan though he didn't know who i am..my cellphone number is included in his cellphone's memory..he wanted to save 'aaj' the place where those students are studying and learning. the number of students in 'aaj' is decreasing and perhaps it would be closed soon if the number continues to drop. is it a sign? the sign that my dream would comes true? i don't know, and that's why i am not confident enough. Allah has stated 'He would not change the fate of His followers if they are not change it by the...

me n my friends have already watched the dramas..and it really meant 'one little of tears'..my friend shira bought a box of tissues and after it ended, it almost empty, all of my friends cried so badly, and though my friend 'ekin' was dare to say she would never cried, but for the few last episodes, she cried..(we watched all the episodes in one night) it's an odyssey, based on the diary written by 'Aya' the patient from japan who suffered a disease 'spinaberellular distrophy' where it can't be cure..the cerebrum (correct me if im wrong) was shrinking. it responsible for your moving and to speak..when its going to be worse your movement is slow and can't walk properly, you have to use wheelchair, and hardly to speak, u can't swallow food and lastly bedridden..it can cause fatal.. 'Aya' wrote in his diary for everyday because thats the only evidence of her existence.. she didn't care if it brought trouble for herself but she di...

these girls are a part of my classmates, they are so good and have good sense of humor, i love them indeed and can't imagine my life without them, i really hope, we would still keep in touch though after spm end..we have been through thin and thick, tears and laugh together, although there are some people who talking behind our backs, come on..its normal for every human on this Earth, we have our weakness.. and what special in ur class, we have a classmate who is from Kemboja, she is a good looking girl, devoted fan of korean dramas n she sit beside me in the class, well, we have so many things in common..that's what make we can get along together, she is wearing white sweater.. i love all of you..

2 days before hari raya, i lost my luggage..hmm..lets coonclude it as its basically because of my carelessness...can't forget that.. all of the things that have sentimental values, n my precious things and my books, man, i can't bear it anymore.. why i always cause trouble to everyone surrounding me?..why i can't make all the people happy?..why i always become the burden?..i didn't ask for this and i don't want this to happen..troublemaker..that's the most suitable nickname for me.. i don't want to write further about this thing..