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Hola,

So, I'm in 33 weeks of pregnancy. Bye 2nd trimester, hi 3rd trimester. Ya tuhan, mengah nye 3rd trimester ni tuhan je la yang faham. Cepat penat, heartburn, kaki bengkak, nak tido tak selesa and the list goes on. I miss the 2nd trimester glow, energetic, perut tak besar lagi, appetite bertambah. Sekarang nak makan banyak pun tak boleh sebab senang heartburn.

And yes, still unemployed. Lama lagi la nak masuk HO nampak gayanya and bila ade single income je dalam rumah, kena la cheap in here cheap in there, but I need to know how. And I found this website!

https://ringgitohringgit.com/

Paling suka sebab applicable kat Malaysia. Since kalau Google / Youtube / bukak Pinterest macam mana nak berjimat, keluar ler tips omputeh, mana la nak applicable kalau harga barang tak sama, supermarket pun berbeza-beza, barang pun lain-lain.

Satu perkara yang perasan, how big difference it can make kalau tak order air fancy bila makan kat luar. In fact, contohnya air most favourite seluruh ala…

Adulthood?

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It's been months? Lama gila rasa tak tulis blog, dulu konon azam nak start writing. Konon la, konon.

So here I am, just graduated, just attended the convocation ceremony, adapting to a new place, soon to have my little family, my little bean insyaAllah will pop out this April and..... unemployed. The last one, hmmmm....

My very first intention when I get back from India is to stay and be there for my husband. Sebab dia baru start HO (housemanship), sebab life HO hectic, sebab boleh support suami, sediakan makan minum baju, sebab lepastu boleh bodek shopping. Eh

I thought being a housewife was an easy job. Duduk kat rumah je la tak payah kluar, kemas rumah, basuh baju, masak, cuci ni cuci tu. But I was totally WRONG! Jadi housewife BORING! You do the same house chores everyday. Cuma bezanya lauk tiap-tiap hari je kena fikir sikit. Few times I told myself, 'I'd never be a housewife', and I wonder macam mana housewives lain boleh survive. Til that one point, it is quite …

A traveller

I really want to write about this one topic that I don't even know what the title should be named at the first place and I dont event know how to start but I really need to write. 
Dalam movies, selalu kita tengok 'snap' scene (at least I call it as snap scene). Lebih kurang macam the turning point untuk watak utama tu nampak jelas apa yang dia tak nampak selama ni. Contohnya, dia rasa kawan tu baik dengan dia, but 'snap'! rupanya tikam dari belakang. 
It doesn't happen to everyone. Tapi untuk yang rasa, it is indeed a phase of growing up. Let me tell you something I have bad skill of judgement. 
The one who I thought was true love turned out he wasn't for me, (but alhamdulillah I met Choi)
The one I thought was a true friend turned out.....hmm is still a nice friend but not for me.
That 'turned out' part is what I called as snap scene. 
Every life event has its own impact in your life, Either you choose to be brave and face it or you can choose to…

Hello Again?

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So hi? Hmm..probably no one will be reading this.

It's been 3 years since my last post when I decided to stay silent. Well, here I am again, almost a doctor and has changed status from single to married (yeay!) happily being Choi's lady.

There is one month left before PRO exam, our final exam as medical student.  6 years guys, 6 years! Orang kahwin pun dah boleh dapat anak dua orang. Sementara semua orang tengah berhempas pulas nak final exam, I got admitted into the ward due to acute gastritis. Orang melayu panggil 'gastrik'. I refused to get admitted but man, that 2 injections of Pethidine (painkiller) did not work on me. Tersadai la aku kat ward 3 hari. Total disconnected from the world when I supposed to be on Emergency posting.


Time passed,

3 hari tak buat tutorial
3 hari tak datang clinical
3 hari tak buat study group
3 hari tak study. Gila

Dunia yang semua benda nak kena rushing stop kejap. I felt sad though, sebab 'kena-admit-hospital' tak termasuk dal…

Sayonara!

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For some reasons, seperti betapa tak matured nya diri ini dan terus rasa malu bler baca semula ayat budak-budak di zaman dahulu kala, terpancul terus dari mulut 'What was I thinking!'. See, I'm growing up be matured hew~. So the point is, I'm no longer using this blog. Create yang baru. Muahaha! Kalau bernasib baik jumpa la kot. Can't wait to post about my trip to Krabi in my new blog! Till then, adios amigos!


To Miss Tasneem

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*khas untuk orang yang baru 22 tahun & bakal final exam lagi 10 days*

Salam,

Firstly aku tulis kat sini sebab mobile internet aku dah nak habis, and because it's weekend yaw! *my guilty please me time*

Rasanya aku orang last wish belated birthday ko. hewhewhew. berzaman kau jah. Sweet 22 baby, may you have great future ahead. Please please please live your life without fear. Go beyond the border as you have your own potential. To be afraid what comes to you, is a waste. (Berterabur grammar, ko paham la kan main point nye)

Sebagai hadiah, aku suruh hrithik roshan kasi ni kat ko.



Dilon me tum Apni Betaabiyan leke chal rahe ho, To zinda ho tum. Nazar me khwaabon ki bijliyan leke chal rahe ho, To zinda ho tum. Hawa ke Jhokon ke jaise aazad rehno seekho Tum, Ek dariya ke jaise lehron mein behna seekho Tum.
Har ek lamhe se tum milo khole apni Baahein, Har ek pal ek naya sama dekhe Nigahein.
Jo apni ankhon mein hairanian leke chal rahe ho, To zinda ho tum. Dilon mein tum apni betabian…

If you see the mansion, you will leave the dollhouse.

Sebenarnya dah lama nak tulis pasal ni, tapi tak tahu nak tulis apa. Apa yang akan tertulis, memang direct spontan sebab tak plan and I just spill it out.

My late grandma left on 21st April, well it's not the only thing happened that night. I lost 2 persons, not in one day but in one night. I couldn't imagine that I could actually bear the burden that much and only few persons knew.

I was so traumatized.

I cried so badly, so badly that I couldn't stand straight. The table is only 5 steps from the bed but I couldn't walk straight. Then I had bad headache and I remember I slept with the picture of my late grandma beside me. That's all.

The next morning, I went to class as usual, like nothing happened. Thank God, the eyebag was hidden behind the spectacles. I even diagnosed the case correctly. "You are a good student. I've been observing you". How could the doctor said that when my mind was....blank like an empty box.

 Lost 2 persons in one night for me…