If you see the mansion, you will leave the dollhouse.
Sebenarnya dah lama nak tulis pasal ni, tapi tak tahu nak tulis apa. Apa yang akan tertulis, memang direct spontan sebab tak plan and I just spill it out. My late grandma left on 21st April, well it's not the only thing happened that night. I lost 2 persons, not in one day but in one night. I couldn't imagine that I could actually bear the burden that much and only few persons knew. I was so traumatized. I cried so badly, so badly that I couldn't stand straight. The table is only 5 steps from the bed but I couldn't walk straight. Then I had bad headache and I remember I slept with the picture of my late grandma beside me. That's all. The next morning, I went to class as usual, like nothing happened. Thank God, the eyebag was hidden behind the spectacles. I even diagnosed the case correctly. "You are a good student. I've been observing you". How could the doctor said that when my mind was....blank like an empty box. Lost 2 persons in one nig...
