the colours of my life

Salam pasca-pathology. Tak 100% pasca sebab ada oral, tapi boleh la. Exam on, kelas piano pun off. Bukan setakat kelas piano, exam Trinity aku pun off, patutnya hujung bulan ni dah boleh ambik. Theory dah prepare Practical dah practise For the supporting tests, my piano teacher said i can take sight reading, sebab aku cepat catch up new music notes. Aku cuma ikut apa yang dia recommend je, sebab aku sendiri pun tak nampak aku cepat catch up. Semuanya off bermula dari 1) cikgu piano terlibat dalam International Jazz Festival 2) orang yang uruskan kelas piano tu sekarang kat UK. 3) tight schedule. Ni la problem nya kalau cikgu piano, golongan professional. anak murid, medical student. 3) final exam. final exam. final exam. Second thing, tak dapat buat umrah sebab............... . . . . . Takde mahram. Sorang mahram (ayah) kat Malaysia yang sekarang outstation bagai. sorang lagi (ehem) tak muncul-muncul lagi. Kenapa mesti tahun ni nak buat peraturan baru waha...

salam blackout. LOL! No no. this post tak berkaitan dengan politik. cuma nak quote dari buku Yasmin Mogahed because I once mentioned this during SC a.k.a usrah. 'As I got older, any fall-out with a friend shattered me, I couldn't let go of something. People, places, events, moments--even outcomes became objects of strong attachment. If things didn't work out the way i wanted or imagined they should, I was devastated. And disappoinment for me wasn't an ordinary emotion. It was catastrophic. Once let down, I never fully recovered. I could never forget, and the break never mended. Like a glass vase that you place on the edge of a table, once broken, the pieces never quite fit again. 'However the problem wasn't with the vase, or even the vase kept breaking. The problem was that I kept putting them on the edge of tables' Kalau timbul soalan, siapa tempat kita luah masalah, yang selalu support kita? Parents? Best friend? Now imagine, those people takde at...

People are often unreasonable, Illogical and self-centered, Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, People may accuse you, Of selfish, ulterior motives, Be kind anyway. If you are successful, You will win some false friends, and Some true enemies, Success anyway. If you are honest and frank People may cheat you, Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, Someone could destroy overnight, Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, They may be jealous Be happy anyway. Give the world the best you have, And it may never be enough Give the world the best, You've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, It is between you and God It is never between you and them anyway. credits to dinding bilik Tasneem.